Dope (Parts Rental Only)

The first semester of my master's -- I was in a different headspace. I had finished writing Where the Sky Has No Stars and at the moment I felt renewed. I didn't know what else to write, so I began to write music that felt disingenuous to my spirit (music that will never see the light of day) -- I was going on autopilot and I had lost my voice. During one of my lessons at the University Texas Austin, my professor, Omar Thomas, and I began listening to a piece I had mocked up a couple of days before. We both weren't feeling it, and finally I asked him to turn off the piece and I told him it didn't sound like me. I felt lost creatively. He then asked me what music I listen to. I began to name only band music composers. He asked me again, and I told him outside of wind band music I'm in love with rap, r & b, jazz and soul. Then he asked an important question: "Why do you make a barrier between those ideals?" I didn't have an answer. He continued, "If you create something that is a celebration of who you are, the music you grew up with, and the music that inspires you now then that would be dope" And with that this piece was born. DOPE is a gumbo of all the music that inspires and influences me. From Thundercat to Kendrick Lamar to Miles Davis to Hiatus Kaiyote and more, this piece is in essence a deep look into my musical world. The piece can be broken up into three parts. Since this work is dedicated to the trail black music has created, inspired and the new horizons it's reaching, each part is named after a part of the black identity. UNDENIABLY is the opening of the piece. It's gritty, intense with moments of color and undeniable energy. It is carried by a bass line heavily influenced by Thundercat's playing on Kendrick Lamar's Untitled 05 along with Miles Davis's Nardis. UNAPOLOGETICALLY (the middle section) is a world-building vibe and examines just how beautiful the music can be. I explore the colors and stretch them to their limits, but in doing so found new hues within myself and my writings. With this act, I gained heavy inspiration from John Coltrane, Robert Glasper, Kamasi Washington and Hiatus Kaiyote (to name a few). UNDISPUTEDLY (the finale) is an intense, groove-filled statement. Every color explored is here and is in its full potential. It's bold and -- like Undeniably and Unapologetically -- is undisputedly black. It is guided by my love for Tyler, the Creator's Hot Wind Blows, Marvin Gaye's I Want You (due to Kendrick's The Heart series), and Kamasi Washington's Street Fighter Mas along with Askem. I hope you enjoy DOPE.